HUMAN ADDICTIONS...

We detest..we detest smokers..we detest dopers..n we detest drinkers- Sometimes i wonder-its nt about d act dat drives us away its abt d acts done wid weakness dat more so do.Broken homes,disturbed career..haywire marital life etc..any of it n every of it will lead to make us search for ways to cope..

i think humans r prone to having addictions rather its thr personality naturale- eg.sometimes we do things cos we r under some influence eg. Money- we make it so much as our agenda in life dat our decisions n acts get diverted accordingly(nw money aint bad at all- bt pples reasons nevah rise above-show, to have an upper edge over others,to see dat appreciative look in peoples eyes for them! sorry??)...Sometimes we r addicted to people- anythng & evrythng we do is under their influence( D CONSTANT need to be wid friends-to talk to them just for d high factor n when dey r not around d sky probably comes falling down..again having friends is nevah bad bt reasons i see around-to feel appreciated..to brood tears ONLY!)now dis might be direct or indirect..bt we anyways do it.

Sometimes it can also be like an obligation(Its much like seeing d cowdung n stepping on it-dont make dat face its as shitty as it feels!) we r scared to what d world will have to say if we dont choose their way-we try fitting in by choosing thr addictions...oh yea sometimes all of it doesnt make sense but we anyways do it...

These r addictions dat have resulted due to weaknesses & helplessness -we r trying to cope- cope wid our issues- silencing our insides...its only when u COME OUT of those influences(i.e if u do) u look back & say- Shit did i really do it? i wonder how ?u knw i dont think its me..oh yea u sound like a drunkard who wakes up in d morning jus to see around d mess he created previous night..& Yet there r these addictions we choose out of LOVE- out of personal choice wid awareness..(cud be anything-work,music..etc) Addictions dat probably dont concern any reason..or anybody else in d picture..its ur business sans d world n well its something dat wont wither away wid time-addictions for which u lose d fear of man -even God..cos its so much a part of u- dat u wud not be U -sans it! Addictions dat u wud look back & say- Wow i did it- no wonder im still happily doin it!

Point is- Most of d times its not abt acts- its about d reason behind..Any noble act wid not so good intention is still gonna fail(my retrospective studies lol).. So we r humans n we r born wid addictions- D question is not what addiction do u choose- its more of WHY u do?

P.S-d opinions in dis blog r strictly mine-ur at ur freewill of disagreement.

IN SEARCH OF GOD...

If someone is asked what is God..dey wud perhaps name a few..perhaps say- someone who fulfills all my wishes..someone whos there by me all d time..for me God is "PERFECTION " unnecessarily PERSONIFIED..

Man i believe is religious by birth..not in d way d world sees it though..I see dis cobbler at d roadside evryday-as he ponders on his work,one might say "what in d world fascinates him in those nails n shoes?"Well- ask him! its only he who knows what he feels then..Its d perfection dat he is striving for-a kinda silent prayer dat perhaps doesnt need d medium of words for expression..When i go to d hospital i see doctors working- look at d surgeon operating-In dat o.t at dat time-he is God! n nope im not saying it only cos its d life n death situation-he is God,cos he is mastered his work..n he is expected to be nothing short of PERFECTION..if he fails d pain dat he betrayed his skill..his religion(medicine is religion to him) is much much more than d loss d patient incurs..Even for Sachin Tendulkar perhaps cricket is a bigger religion than what worldly religion he happens to be born with...

I think we all try searching for this perfection & divinity in anything n evrything we do..though not conciously..Hence i see no harm if a person does not go to temple..church..or any religious place-if he has searched for his own divine calling-Infact for me he is d most respectful n religious man-cos settling down on what d world believes is d right religion for u-is settling for mediocrity..So d feeling one gets even after visiting these places might be a lil different(which we percieve divine)-but still mediocre as compared to dis man who has found his God n religion right within himself..Someone had said long back-"Work is Worship"-ahem! it is..

p.s-dis blog is written only for d love of writing n not as moral policing..so ur at ur freewill of diagreement..