Monday, February 22, 2010

WONDERLAND...

A childhood friend sent me his invitation

for his wedding..it jus made me realise his

house is located near to d place where my

family docs hospital used to be... dis was not

any hospital...it was d place where d dream to

be a doc was reinforced...


It was located in one of d most btful

serene places..absolutely quiet away from d

city..there r lotta memories attached to that

place..d banyan trees whose barks i used to

hang on as a toddler..a huge well which i at d

age of 5 thought grew d most btfuly chopped

grass..mnths later when i threw a stone

inside i realised it was a sheen of green

algae( ya i thgt algae was btful thn which

funnily if i relate to dat particular well-i still

find it btful)...this ganpati temple -now i aint

religious..bt i remember ringing d sole bell

dat hung in front of it some particular no. of

times..i liked d noise of it...as i liked d cooing

of d cuckoo-it never sounded so btful to

ears..d tiles dat lead to d hospital where i

gladly played "chip langdi"...d gynaec wards i

peeped into to see small babies,somne

dozzing off..some yawning..some potting

around..d compounder uncle who bribed me

wid sweet cough tabs dat i liked back

then-for narrating a poem....d rotating stool

in d docs cabin..you might say whtz d big deal

about d rotating stool-back then-i found it to

be a joyous ride sitting on it n whirling

around..oh n i had a lil more than few

injection shots there...some really painful

shots-i wud ask d doc for my fav nurse who

was my fav cos she wud give those shots wid

less pain-yea thr was always a comparative

degree then..i was a very enthusiastic kid

when in d docs cabin..i jus wanted to know

which colour tabs he gave for which

ailment..(yea as 4-5 yr old i thought colours r

d criteria for allotment;)evrytime i visited dat

place i wud tell d doc-"im going to be a

doctor too!" n assuming d no. of times i got

friendly wid illness--i think that must be like

a hundreds of times..



today years later when all those

memories r just brought back-i cant help

feeling dat lil stir in my heart..funnily when

those memories were being formed i never

realised dey cud make me feel dis way about

them..what was so different then? i think

those moments where i truly lived "being

myself" fearlessly without any worries..n

widout getting lost in d chaos of a world r all

worth cherishing...years go by-but d magic

never fades..someday dis day today if im

able to live "being myself" will go down as a

beautiful memory in d collection..u never

know !